Tonight?

When I got to Nate’s just after nine I was more than buzzed, definitely bordering drunk. Well if tonight’s the night then at least ill have confidence I guess!

“Hey Nate.” I said when he opened the door, judging by his amused expression I knew he could see I had, had a couple of drinks.

“Hey, you look beautiful.” He said sweetly.

“Thank you, you don’t look so bad yourself.” I said while wrapping my arms around his waist. He smiled, and looked at my curiously.

“We have quite a routine going on here...”I joked.

“We do, hope you’re not getting sick of me yet.” He laughed.

“Never.” I smiled.

“So had a couple of drinks with Zoe hey?” He said with a little smile as he noticed me swaying.

“Hmmm maybe...Ok yes.” I said with a cheeky smile and he laughed.

“Well has anyone told you, you look gorgeous after a couple of drinks?”

“Well the guy I hooked up with in the restaurant bathroom seemed to think so...”
Nathans face was painted with panic for a second, before he realised I was obviously joking and he visibly relaxed.

“haha your very funny...” his voice thick with sarcasm.

“Oh Nate come here I was just kidding,” I said while hugging him.

Then we started making out, exactly like the first night when I stayed over. This time though there was more of an urgency that I hadn’t felt since the night Nate and I were going to have sex. Slowly clothes were being peeled off and I silently cursed myself for drinking tonight, I didn’t want to be a drunken slob for our first night.

Again Nathan pulled away...

“You have no idea how much I want to do this, like no idea. But I just can’t...You have been drinking, and I don’t want you to wake up tomorrow and regret it.” He said slightly out of breath and his cheeks blushing.

“Ok seriously I really want to do I won’t regret it I promise! I haven’t had that much to drink and I don’t know if I can wait any longer. The build up is too much!” I sounded desperate but I didn’t care, I wanted him more then I have wanted anyone.

“I’m sorry Paris, I can’t...I wish I could but I can’t!”Desperation reeked from his voice to.

“Hmph fine well let’s just watch the movie then.” I said with mock-annoyance as I snuggled close to him. Honestly I was glad. I didn’t want to waste our first time. This boy is special, I mean how many football players would say no to a girl because she had, had too much to drink? Nathan is special!